Showing posts with label lockdown. Show all posts
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Wednesday, 18 November 2020

An Odyssey in the Year of the Plague – 5: June 2020

 


1 JUNE


Now Italy seems to be getting ticked off with Greece. Greece indicated, quite understandably, that it doesn't want planeloads of visitors from countries that have had a bad record with coronavirus infections, eg the UK and Italy. But the Italian government says it won't stand to be treated "like a leper colony". Hard on the heels of this, Greece seems to be "clarifying" its previous announcement. Now it says flights to Athens will be possible from 15 June (and to island airports from 1 July).


But, for the moment, there will be strict rules: on arrival, you'll have to stay overnight where you are told to and be tested. Here's the bad news and the bad news: if the test is negative, you have to self-quarantine for a week; if it's positive, you will be put in supervised quarantine for two weeks. After 1 July, there will just be random checks apparently. And until then, although Greece's current blacklist includes Gatwick and Heathrow and Manchester, other UK airports are deemed to be OK and arrivals from these will only be subject to random checks (and will only have to be quarantined if they test positive).


So that's all very clear, then. Basically, travelling from the UK to Greece is going to be fraught with all sorts of unknowns for the next couple of months at least. And if the much-talked-about second wave hits the UK – or if the tourists bring the virus to Greece – then I might as well just lock up and stay home.


2 JUNE


I had a socially-distanced lesson with my Alexander Technique teacher this morning. Touch and adjustment are normally a vital part of an AT session but we managed to make it worthwhile while keeping apart – and outdoors. AT really is life-changing in that it affects how you approach everything, not just how you use your body – and I've really missed lessons over the past 10 weeks. I'm also hoping to see my grandchildren – at a distance – this week. The return to some sort of "normality" has begun – but it feels like it will never be the same "normality" that we had before. 


3 JUNE


The UK has very graciously suggested that it might not be so tight quarantine-wise on people coming from countries with lower rates of virus infection. There don't actually appear now to be any countries with higher rates of infection! And might it be the case that hardly anyone will want to come to the UK in the foreseeable future because the health situation here is in such chaos? 


Portugal has said it's happy to have British people fly in for summer holidays – presumably the money outweighs the health risks. And there is a general rumbling among the British media, asking why the European countries are being so awkward about letting holidaymakers from the UK go wherever they want to go. This British exceptionalism seems to increase rather than diminish as it becomes apparent that the UK has made a complete hash of dealing with the virus crisis, of lockdown, of saving lives, of care home deaths, of testing, and now of tracking and tracing. What is it about the British that leads them to believe they are entitled to special treatment when nothing about them is special – apart from their jingoistic boorishness and arrogance.


4 JUNE


The reopening of Greece isn't going totally smoothly. When 12 passengers on a flight from Qatar to Athens tested positive for coronavirus, all 91 people on the flight were put in quarantine (infected ones for 14 days, non-infected ones for a week) – and all flights from Qatar to Athens have been suspended for two weeks. The only good thing about the prospect of being quarantined on arrival in Athens is that at present the Greek government says it will cover the costs. The Greeks know that tourism is vital to their economy, but they also mean business when it comes to protecting themselves from the level of virus chaos that has been seen elsewhere in Europe. The UK, Spain and Italy remain the places from which it is going to be difficult to get into Greece.


5 JUNE


British Airways has just confirmed my "insurance policy" flight to Athens on 24 August but who knows what conditions may prevail as we get nearer to that date? Today I sat with my musical mentor, the master drummer John Marshall, in his garden. His band, Soft Machine, are off the road with numerous gigs and festival appearances now in limbo. John's wife, Maxi, a strong candidate for most amazing woman in the world, was badly hit by coronavirus and is still recovering several weeks later. She joined our conversation from her bedroom window. Apart from sharing our disgust about the UK government's deceit and inefficiency, we all delighted in the blueness of the south London sky, after weeks of relief from aircraft pollution. John was ecstatic – and quite rightly so – about a huge and perfectly white cloud that hovered over his house looking like something from a hyper-real movie.


6 JUNE

The weather in London has turned from summer to autumn – cold and rainy. I just had to make a journey across London and back by bus – I really don't want to use the tube – and it was almost exciting, almost like visiting a new place. On the buses most people are masked, and from 15 June everyone on all public transport will have to be. Why then and why not immediately and why not weeks ago? Because the country is being run by half-baked ministers who have been several weeks behind reality since this whole mess began.


7 JUNE


Black Lives Matter demonstrations across the world (utterly understandable and to be supported) after the murder of George Floyd have added another dimension to the potential spread and second wave of coronavirus. Everywhere from Milan to Manchester there is talk of a resurgence of infections and deaths which could lead to a return to strict lockdown measures. Some things seem to take precedence over this anxiety: protesting against racism and (for the English) having a barbecue or going to Ikea. 


I have just finished rebooking accommodation along the route of the odyssey – something that has cost me very little apart from quite a bit of time emailing back and forth. As with the train and ferry travel in Greece and Italy, people have been nothing but helpful in rearranging overnight stays. If I manage to make this trip, I will remain grateful to all of them.


8 JUNE


Well, I should have been at the mouth of the Underworld today (at Lake Avernus, the volcanic crater associated with Odysseus's entrance to the land of the dead). Instead, I probably won't be going much farther than the shops at the edge of Wandsworth Common, probably the grimmer of the two locations today as a grey and wintry chill continues here and the sun shines over Campania.


The 14-day quarantine for people coming into the UK allegedly starts today but it's already being seen as unenforceable.


9 JUNE


I'm three days into a Michel Thomas course in Greek and really love it. I've read criticism of the Thomas method online, saying it's superficial and unreal, but, like thousands of users, I find it not only a brilliant way of learning but also a truly enjoyable entertainment – like listening to your favourite radio programme. Over the past 11 weeks, I've completed a Teach Yourself course in Greek, much more traditional and based on a lot of reading and writing as well as listening. I think I've learned quite a bit from it, but it feels like everything really sinks in deep with the Michel Thomas approach. Perhaps the secret is to do both. I did Michel Thomas Italian a while ago, and I've now ordered a Teach Yourself Italian course to do after the Michel Thomas Greek. By the end of August, I should be able to speak a reasonable amount of Greek and Italian – but who I'll get to speak it with remains to be seen.


10 JUNE


Today I should have been taking a boat from the land of the Man-Eating Giants to the island of Circe... but I'm not. Some potentially good news is that Greece is going to allow visitors from Italy from next week. It's also potentially alarming, since Italy's record on the virus is almost as bad as that of the UK. Could the Greeks' desperation not to lose this summer's business entirely doom them to suffer the importation of the virus whose effect they did so much to minimise? Even if, later this year, I can get to Greece via Italy, I am sure that the possession of a UK passport could still be a major hindrance...


11 JUNE


Someone referred to the virus situation in the UK now as "the twilight zone" – that's certainly how it feels. We just seem to be drifting, with no feeling that anyone has any idea what's happening or what is likely to happen. I had a socially distanced chat with my daughter yesterday, outside, just about sheltered from the rain. We agreed we are both trying to do the right thing, ie follow what we think are the lockdown and distancing rules, while seeing many people around us no longer doing either. It's a combination of sad, depressing and anger-fuelling. The miserable, drizzly weather doesn't help. 


12 JUNE


Slightly depressing news this morning... Skyros, the Greek island that has over several decades established itself as the home of trendy yoga and "wellbeing" holidays, has announced that all its courses for 2020 have been cancelled. This is slightly shocking because some of those courses run through September, and the organisers have decided that they can't commit to something even three months from now. That's totally understandable because, as things stand, even if people from the UK can get to Greece, they face the possibility of 14 days' quarantine there and then 14 days' quarantine when they get back home. It's a lose-lose situation, which must be largely put down to the failures of the UK government to get a grip on the virus crisis at the right time with the right rules and with the right resources. Skyros and its many fans (along with many, many Hellenophiles) are part of the collateral damage (although of course not the worst hit by a long way).


Relatives of some of those who died, most probably unnecessarily, in UK care homes that were infected by patients being released to them by hospitals are taking legal action against the UK government... and others are demanding an immediate public inquiry.


I sympathise with them totally and have some insight into the hell they must be having to deal with. My mother died (thankfully) last year after a fall in a care home and after dying of sepsis in hospital. The complaints that my brother and I felt compelled to make about her treatment and the way that her death was handled and wrongly recorded are ongoing... nearly 12 months after her funeral.


From what we saw last year, care homes and hospital wards for the elderly often treat their residents and patients as little more than a nuisance for doing their best to hang on to their lives. When the virus hit, all the shortcomings, failures and abuses of the system must have been magnified over and over...


13 JUNE


Today I should have been sailing from Circe's island back to the Italian coast for the final stages of my odyssey... But of course I'm not... The sun has returned here, probably temporarily, which makes being stuck here easier to put up with. A neighbour was saying this morning that this time of great change reminds her of the feeling of 1968... and I can see what she means up to a point – with the virus, the Black Lives Matters protests, the reappraisal of history, and the radical rethinking of the presentation of the arts and music, and of how we work and live... But what changed after 1968? Perhaps not very much, one could argue. So will there be real change for the better this time round? 


14 JUNE


Greece's stance just got a little tougher. There will be no UK flights into Athens until at least 30 June. And, as I've said before, who can blame it for trying to defend a country where there have been hardly any virus deaths from one that has the worst pandemic record in the world after the US (which perhaps should be seen as a special case for its appalling non-handling of the crisis)?


15 JUNE


Well, that's 12 weeks of lockdown gone and here we are in just the latest version of chaos, with no clear idea of what's happening and what is likely to happen. But wait... non-essential shops in England are being allowed to open today. This news has been greeted with mild hysteria in some quarters of the media. The clue in how important this latest development is in the word "non-essential"... But then, perhaps it is a particularly important development for "restarting the economy", since that economy, as has been shown, depends greatly upon people wanting to buy non-essentials.


Another, perhaps more important, step today is the compulsory wearing of face coverings on public transport. Why on earth has it taken us 12 weeks to make compulsory a simple and possibly life-saving measure that people in some other countries hit by the virus adopted voluntarily three months ago?


16 JUNE


Everywhere there seem to be worries about the dreaded "second wave" of the virus – everywhere, that is, except in the UK, which continues to blunder out of lockdown without a coherent plan. Its belated introduction of 14-day quarantine for arrivals from abroad (which, if the government's past record is anything to go by, will be a shambles) has succeeded in prompting France to introduce a two-week quarantine for UK visitors.


The UK has said it will not have anything to do with an EU data-sharing app and website aimed at promoting tourism via up-to-the-minute information as European countries attempt to reopen. Why would anyone be surprised by this head-in-the-sand show of independence?


Meanwhile, almost-virus-free New Zealand has just found that it has two new cases... which came from guess where? The UK of course. The two people involved had been given exemption from quarantine on compassionate grounds – but it looks like New Zealand won't be making the same mistake again.


17 JUNE


Spain is now considering compulsory 14-day quarantine requirement for visitors from the UK when it opens up again this coming weekend. It's a mixture of tit-for-tat and common sense. The UK remains the sick man of Europe.


Some good news... Greggs will reopen lots of its stores tomorrow. Although the bad news is that some of them will not be reopening at all. For those of us fortunate enough to have a surviving Greggs nearby, this means its wonderful and surprisingly successful vegan sausage rolls will be available once more. They're one of the things I've really missed in lockdown!


The Greek government has been accused of using the virus crisis to directly award lucrative contracts to select private companies without transparent oversight. So, despite the vast difference in the number of infections and deaths in Greece and the UK, and the difficulties in opening up travel between the two countries, their governments may have something in common...


18 JUNE


I went to the Moon and back yesterday... Well, Wimbledon, actually... But it felt like an epic voyage. I needed a new exercise book for my latest language course and the Rymans in Wimbledon was now open. Yes, non-essential, I suppose, but it was kind of nice to get a green exercise book for my Italian notes to match the blue one I got for my Greek notes (in my local Rymans at Clapham Junction 12 weeks ago).


The bus was socially-distanced busy, with just about everybody obeying the rule on wearing a mask or face covering. And Rymans was pretty much empty and looking very clean and tidy – and had just one green exercise book. I bought that plus printer ink, got on the return bus straight away and headed home. The whole journey took about two hours and felt like a real adventure into the almost unknown – although to be honest, Wimbledon town centre is pretty dreary and dreadful, and I was glad to be back at Wandsworth Common.


19 JUNE


Things are looking up... There's a new Bob Dylan album out today... And Wales has made a surprise announcement that it's opening up from 6 July. Tempted as I am to go to the nearest HMV store and buy the Dylan CD, it's unfortunately at Westfield shopping centre, which I visited once for a similar reason and found that it was hell on earth, like the biggest and worst airport you ever visited multiplied by a factor of ten. So I may resort to mail order. On the Welsh front, it looks like I should now be able to rearrange my much-postponed trip to Pembrokeshire for mid-July... if I  can fix somewhere to stay. On top of that, the Brighton Electric studio is reopening for business and I'm hopefully going to be able to get together with some musicians for a jam later in July. Plus, a drummer is needed for a jazz weekend course in Northamptonshire at the end of next month, so that should be doable too. The idea of actually playing drums (rather than practising rudiments on a pad in my bedroom) is extremely exciting.


20 JUNE


B&B in Carmarthen booked!  Brighton Electric studios booked! Jazz weekend in Northamptonshire booked! Now I'm wondering how on earth I'm going to manage to fit in my Italian course and piano lessons if I start gadding about the place. Does this suggest that one day soon we will be being nostalgic about lockdown? On the other hand, as the news comes in of the virus in resurgence in China and elsewhere, maybe lockdown is still a long way from being a thing of the past.


21 JUNE


A glimmer of good news this morning... Trump's much-heralded return to the campaign trail with a rally in Oklahoma which was supposed to have had a million ticket applications and was expected to fill a 19,000-seater stadium plus large overspill area with relay big screen... actually turned out to be a PR disaster with the hall looking half-full and the overspill area having to be abandoned. On top of that, half a dozen of Trump's organisers tested positive for the virus and had to be quarantined. Whatever spin the Trump campaign tries to put on this, the pictures of empty seats tell the story. Maybe some members of his so-called base are beginning to show some sense, at least about risking catching or spreading the virus, and maybe even about the descent of this man into some of the lowest places humans can go.


In Italy this weekend there have been protests, particularly in Milan, about the government's mishandling of the virus crisis and about workers' needing to be treated better. It may not be long before we see something similar here. And of course in the US, where things continue in many states to go downhill while being ignored by a White House in denial.


22 JUNE


This week I would have been on the last legs of my odyssey, making my way back across Italy, then to Paris and finally London. Instead, I'm still here in London, travelling to foreign parts only through Greek and Italian lessons. I would have been coming back to a UK heatwave, it seems, since temperatures are forecast to be going up to 30C this week. With things opening up generally (albeit with the feeling of being in the shadow of some as yet unknown catastrophe), I probably need to make some sort of decision as to whether to go ahead with putting the final touches to an odyssey starting in the last week of August...


23 JUNE


The UK seems to be pressing ahead with opening up "the economy" – with pubs, restaurants, theatres and cinemas being told they can go back to work from early July. And no one seems to think the quarantine regulations for people coming into the country will last long – or that they will be policed properly anyway. So either we'll go back to "normal" or there will be a second wave. The US reopening debacle which has led not to a second wave but, it seems, to a swelling of the first wave is an illustration of what happens when lockdown is lifted too early and too few people respect the rules. Hopefully, Europe will be sensible enough not to let any Americans in for the foreseeable future. But will the UK be that sensible? A saving grace may be that many, many Americans will be too frightened to travel – from past experience, it doesn't seem to take much to make them stay put.


24 JUNE


The EU does seem to be giving serious thought to a ban on travellers from the US – or at least from those parts of it where the virus is still rampant. The EU may have its faults but at least it seems to have some heavyweight people who actually think things through a bit. How different to much of the US and our own dear UK... Having said that, one should add that Wales and Scotland are not being quite so gung-ho about opening just about everything up as soon as possible, and appear to be putting health concerns up there with the politico-economic ones – unlike England. The Westminster government is of course only really concerned about England – and that could be narrowed down further to the Tories and their pals...


25 JUNE


Today my odyssey would have been over... if it had started. So now I still have it to look forward to – perhaps. An optimistic neighbour is planning to go for a family holiday in Spain towards the end of August and tells me I shouldn't hesitate to follow in her footsteps a week later and head for Athens. I explained that I'm not over-concerned about travelling through Greece or even Italy – just slightly worried about the logistics of getting there and possible quarantine restrictions that could throw out all my itinerary calculations. Unlike Odysseus, if things go awry, I am unlikely to be taken in by rapacious enchantresses. Far more likely – at the moment – is being locked up in a very basic Greek hotel room near the airport or the docks.


26 JUNE


I felt very strongly that the UK should have stayed in Europe – rather than go down the path of the Brexit disaster. But seeing the pictures not only of the hordes of people crowding onto the beaches of England's south coast but also of the filth and litter they left behind them, I think now that it's absolutely right that this country should leave Europe. Wales and Scotland may still have some European sensibilities left, but England seems to have descended into being a land fit for morons. And Europe is better off without it.


27 JUNE


The British (and I suppose that includes me, although I don't want it to) seem to think they have a right to go wherever they want and do whatever they want. Despite the government's failure to deal with the pandemic and its success in recording the highest number of related deaths in Europe, plus the moronic behaviour of so many selfish rule-breakers and potential virus-spreaders, there is now endless talk of: will we be OK to go on a holiday in the sun? A friend I was talking to yesterday referred to the people who crowded and despoiled the south coast beaches this week as "those motherfuckers" whose actions could negate everything that we might have gained by being in lockdown for three months. "It could all have been a waste of time," he said – and that seems a reasonable view.


The government is now talking even more about "air bridges" with other countries – another plan that is almost completely about economic concerns and little if anything to do with health. There is even a suggestion of an "air bridge" with Greece. As I keep saying, why on earth would Greece want to risk all that it has gained by letting in hordes of irresponsible Brits?


There is no plan for an "air bridge" with the US at the moment – which is a bit like saying there is no plan to poison the water supply.


The EU seems even closer now to banning travellers from the US – which seems a no-brainer, since that country appears to have avoided a second wave of the virus by simply keeping the crest of the first wave riding high.


28 JUNE


Have hit some kind of wall... Have not been feeling great yesterday/today... All through the good weather there have been screaming kids playing outside my flat... which has very slowly been driving me mad...


I was trying play something difficult on piano yesterday and they were making a noise outside that distracted me, even through headphones... I went outside and found two girls (about 10) playing with a water outlet from the flats which is not supposed to be used by anyone except the council... and they had flooded quite a large area... which leads into an area of storage sheds where most of my drums are... To cut a long story short, I told them off – as politely as I could – and asked them to stop being antisocial... They apologised and went away... But I've felt awful ever since... I feel I've turned into a real grumpy old person... And I think this has keyed into the fact that I just can't stand living here much longer... even though I have no idea where I do want to be!!


On top of that, I checked the website I work for last night (for no reason at all) and found that we had a major problem and had lost lots and lots of pix and illustrations from stories... so had to spend an hour or two patching things up... and am still doing that this morning...


Maybe things will turn around... And maybe there's a macrocosm/microcosm thing going on... with the external lockdown exit turmoil being mirrored by inner turmoil. Maybe we're all just going crazy...


29 JUNE


With the virus apparently raging across the US, Europe keeping its fingers crossed that the second wave doesn't get going, the UK stumbling blithely/blindly out of lockdown (and the city of Leicester being threatened with its very own lockdown), the only sanity seems to be in conversations with friends (in the deep end rather than on the shallow side) and in listening to music (which I've realised I've neglected to do much of for too long). I'm working through a list of tunes for a jazz workshop in Northamptonshire at the end of July; the multiple versions of the six tunes are all an education, although researching into the musicians, and particularly the drummers, hammers home the realisation that pretty much all of them are dead – and many died young. The music, though, lives on, and I'm looking forward to my turn to play it – as long as any Leicester lockdown doesn't start spreading down the road to Northamptonshire.


30 JUNE


American visitors are essentially supposed to be banned from Europe for the time being (and Europe is supposed to include the UK until the end of this year) although individual EU countries can still make their own decisions. There was a report that Greece was thinking of opening up to the US (which would surely be madness) but now it says that it isn't. And Greece has no problem about extending its ban on flights from the UK which was due to end tomorrow but will now go on until 15 July. The Greeks claim to be optimistic about setting up an air bridge with the UK, with Brits not having to be quarantined when they return home. But what about having to be quarantined when one enters Greece? That seems rather crucial.


Saturday, 14 November 2020

An Odyssey in the Year of the Plague – 3: April 2020


1 APRIL

I have had to cancel a large family get-together in my home county of Northamptonshire planned for 25 April; there seems to be no way that it is going to take place. I suggested to my brother that we might rearrange it for late summer. He said that Christmas might be a better bet – and he was only half-joking, I think. Not only am I close to deconstructing my odyssey, but I am also now wondering if there is any point to this journal. It was started in the hope that it would be a prologue to the story of the journey itself. If I keep going, the prologue will be longer than the story. Or perhaps this is now the story – the odyssey (dictated, appropriately, by forces outside my control, with no indication of how or whether it will end). 


2 APRIL


I have decided to cut down the time I spend reading the news, i.e. reading about the virus. Watching a Trump "press conference" in which he deliberately announced a new war on drugs and a supposed threat from Iran on top of the usual evasions and falsehoods (anything but face the reality of the crisis), I decided I couldn't take too much more of this shocking mess. Things are slightly better here – but not much. One UK government "spokesman" after another has failed to deliver any worthwhile information, inspire any confidence or fully answer questions. For the moment at least, I can't take too much more of these miserable tidings. Instead of checking the news through the day (I suppose in the hope of there being some good news), I'm going to look at it once in the morning and once in the evening.


3 APRIL


Approaching the end of the second week of lockdown. And approaching having to start taking the odyssey down – and then maybe building it back up again. It's another two weeks before I really have to start cancelling and dismantling. Having completed a basic Italian course with Michel Thomas, I'm now well into a Teach Yourself course of Greek. The illustration on my Greek notebook cover is of a little church that sits at the end of my favourite beach on the island of Tinos. As with all the best pictures of Greece, it's a confection of white, blue and more blue. I'm there in my mind and would love to be there in reality. It's one of the stopping-off points on my odyssey, so maybe I'll be there in a few months from now.


4 APRIL


I was up most of the night waiting for an ambulance for my younger daughter (who lives about a mile away from me). She was already in quarantine with a high temperature... and then had rapid heartbeat and breathlessness about midnight. Paramedics finally arrived about 4am (over three hours for an ambulance to arrive! they're quite busy, it seems) and they decided it was a panic attack not coronavirus... which seems to be the case. She's feeling better today... but in all this, I couldn't actually see her or get close to her because she's quarantined... and also I can't afford to pick up anything for fear of passing it on to others close to me. No doubt, we'll laugh about all this one day... On the plus side, the sunshine is hotter here than in Athens and I've put on a pair of shorts for the first time this year.


5 APRIL


The daisies turn their heads throughout the day so that they are always facing the sun. It's amazing to watch...


6 APRIL


The Prime Minister of the UK is hospital with coronavirus. After the cavalier and wrong-footed way in which he approached this mess that we are all in, it may be difficult for some people to summon up much sympathy. Or any sympathy.


7 APRIL


More people have died of coronavirus in New York than died in China, where things seem to be returning to some sort of normality. More people than that may die in the UK, where the lockdown is now in its third week. The lockdown in China lasted three months. Italy, locked down for five weeks, may be starting to come out the other side of this thing. Greece, where there is a serious lockdown, has so far kept deaths down to double figures. I'm waiting for news from the Odyssean Coast of Italy before starting to decommission the odyssey – it can't go ahead but I may be able to postpone bookings rather than cancel and make the journey at the end of this summer. Being able to travel anywhere at the moment seems like a dream rather than a possibility...


8 APRIL


Instead of being a month away from setting off, I'm probably four months away from setting off. Nothing to compare to 10 years stuck outside of Troy with the Ithaca blues... or 10 years being blown around the Mediterranean, thrown back and forth between monsters and nymphomaniacs.


9 APRIL


The sun setting beyond the silhouettes of trees has been wonderful for the past two evenings. This is the same sun that I was bound for Italy and Greece to see. The same sun that I remember seeing going down behind the mountains of Crete in 1977. Why is there this urge to travel, when this constant companion is with us every day of our lives? (OK, well not every day if you live in the UK – that's perhaps got a lot to do with why we travel.)


10 APRIL


It's a month since Italy was locked down – and a month since I started writing this journal. In another month from now, I should have been getting ready to set off on my odyssey. And this journal would have started to get a bit more interesting! Now, not only do I have to decide whether the odyssey is to be cancelled or postponed, I have to decide whether there is any point continuing to write what was supposed to be a prologue to the adventure. The word from Italy is that its lockdown is about to be extended to 3 May and that this Easter weekend will see the authorities crack down even more tightly on anyone who attempts to go out.


11 APRIL


The sun shines again and I've been reading about the assassination of Cicero at his villa in Formia – one of the places on my odyssey itinerary, although I didn't know about this truly historic connection. It's had me looking longingly once more at maps of Italy. 


12 APRIL


After this crisis is over, I fear the powers will only want to turn the clock back rather than forward. But wouldn't that be a tremendous failure to learn a lesson? Many of us, deep down, know that we need a fundamental change of course in the way we take care of ourselves and each other. In a way it's quite bizarre that at a time when people are all keeping their distance from each other, they are potentially closer together than ever before?


13 APRIL


Time to bite the bullet. I have accommodation booked on the island of Ithaca – home of Odysseus – for the beginning of June. If I'm going to cancel it, I have to do it by the end of this week. It is truly amazing to see how much the leaves grow on the trees in the space of 24 hours. Every morning there is so much more green dancing in the sunlight.


14 APRIL


The sky is blue and clear and the light seems sharper. There is good news and bad news from Greece... The British Airways flight that I bought as an insurance policy to get me to Athens has just been officially cancelled. No refund. So now I have to apply for a voucher – which I can spend on a flight some time in the next year. The good news is that, unlike the UK and the US, Greece appears to have performed a minor miracle with its hardline lockdown. It's kept deaths below 100 so far – compared with 10,000-plus in the UK and 20,000-plus in Italy. However, while the UK managed with a non-Easter, in Greece Easter is this coming weekend and is much more about deep-rooted religion than bingeing on chocolate. In a country where some Orthodox clergy argued that their services and the giving of Communion were not covered by a secular lockdown, this weekend will be a serious test of whether Greece can hold its hard line.


15 APRIL


Some shops and business in Italy are to be allowed to reopen as long as they arrange "security measures”. But it looks like it's still going to be a while before Italy and Greece are properly opened up to travellers. With a heavy heart, I've just cancelled my accommodation for staying three nights on Ithaca in June.


16 APRIL


I've been reading Ulysses... the James Joyce one... another odyssey... and maybe we don't need to travel very far to be on our odysseys. Why do I need to be trying to get to Greece or Italy, when the sun is shining here and I have everything that I actually need? Is it because we want the very things that we don't need? Is uncertainty far more appealing than basic securities? Voyages tend to be voyages of discovery on all sorts of levels. Can one stay at home and still make discoveries?


17 APRIL


A friend tells me that the Tarot features the World and the Moon – the World representing the outer place to be explored, and the Moon representing the inner place to be discovered. I don't know anything about the Tarot or whether that's correct, but that information came just after I'd been musing on whether it was possible to embark on an odyssey without really going anywhere. Perhaps that's what we're all doing now – whether we know it or not. Back in the World world, I've just cancelled nine accommodation bookings in Greece and Italy... leaving just four more to do. It's a bit sad... but there is now no choice. The only dilemma is whether to rearrange things for later in the year. 


18 APRIL


The hell with it... A friend just pointed out that Odysseus didn't make too many advance bookings – he just set off and kept going (when he wasn't being forced to have sex with assorted temptresses). So I'm going to (semi-Odysseus-like) recklessly reckon that I'm heading into the blue in late August. That's four months now... and if things haven't improved and relaxed by then, then we might as well all give up on this life. Yes, an internal odyssey is possible and perhaps sensible and has perhaps already begun, but life for me (at least up to now) only seems like life when I'm on the way, on the road, going somewhere... travelling rather than arriving. But then again, as the Buddha of country, Willie Nelson, once observed: "Still is still moving to me."


19 APRIL


Greece hopes to open up again in May but more likely June at the earliest. This hint of optimism made me wonder if I should try to get there in June/July but, no, I'm going to stick to the more safely reckless August/September.


A fifth of Greek workers are employed in tourism, so the country is being hit really hard. One forecast suggests that over 60 per cent of hotels there could go out of business. Things may have to change in a post-plague world, but there must be many Greeks who are praying for a return to business as something like usual.


20 APRIL


It's my younger daughter's birthday today and she's locked down a hundred miles away. We'll have an online link-up later. All three of my children seem strong, talented, intelligent and decent – and I never cease to be impressed by them. Their generation has had to go through so much – but then perhaps all generations do. I'm glad that my mother died last year (messily, at 93 years' old, at the hands of a failing health and social care system) and did not have to go through her final months in an even more awful situation of quarantine, no visitors and an even more lonely death. Strangely, just after I'd written these words, I had a call from a musician friend whose mother is nearing the end of her life and stuck in a nursing home. Thankfully, he is able to visit her but he says she is terribly depressed, and that he is finding it all difficult. As David Lynn Jones – more country music – observed: "There ain't no easy way out." 


I've just been taking photographs of the grounds surrounding my flat. I had decided to put it up for sale in June, on my return from the odyssey – but now maybe that will have to wait. If I have to sell later in the year, I thought it would be handy to have pictures showing how beautiful the trees are here in the spring. In fact, the photos make it look so beautiful that it made me think for an instant about staying here – but really I have to make a move some time soon. I've been in London a fraction too long. That old stuff about if you're tired of London, then you're tried of life doesn't really hold up. I'm just tired of London life... and want a better-quality (last part of) life.


21 APRIL


Italy is at least talking about starting to open up again. And in Milan they are talking about not going back to automotive normal, ie some street space is going to be for cyclists and pedestrians only, rather than back to cars – and their pollution. Milan has in the past been one of the worst polluted cities – and the lockdown has shown that it doesn't have to be like this. Just as New York has begun talking about a "reimagined" future, so is Milan. One can only hope that London might follow suit in some way. In the area around my home in south London, I have never seen the air so clear, the light so sharp, and the leaves and the grass so green. Spring sunlight helps of course... but there are far fewer cars, particularly at night, and the every-five-minutes planes on their way to Heathrow have stopped. The latter are certainly normally the source of day-long noise pollution and most likely a major cause of air pollution – and hence ill health and reduced resistance to disease.


22 APRIL


One of the pluses of the lockdown has been that Bob Dylan, for whom I have infinite respect as a songwriter (make that THE songwriter), has been moved to put out not one but two new songs, after going for eight years without releasing any new original material. Dylan was awarded the Nobel Prize for Literature four years ago (almost 50 years late) and the present circumstances reminded me that he referenced The Odyssey (along with Moby-Dick and All Quiet on the Western Front) as one of the three books that had been major influences.


He says of Odysseus' journey: "There’s two roads to take, and they’re both bad. Both hazardous. On one you could drown and on the other you could starve... Goddesses and gods protect him, but some others want to kill him. He changes identities... Drugs have been dropped into his wine. It’s been a hard road to travel... Some of these same things have happened to you. You too have had drugs dropped into your wine. You too have shared a bed with the wrong woman. You too have been spellbound by magical voices, sweet voices with strange melodies. You too have come so far and have been so far blown back... When he gets back home, things aren’t any better. Scoundrels have moved in and are taking advantage of his wife’s hospitality. And there’s too many of ‘em. And though he’s greater than them all and the best at everything... his courage won’t save him, but his trickery will... And when it’s all said and done, when he’s home at last, he sits with his wife, and he tells her the stories."


23 APRIL


Nothing changes... well, at least nothing much for the better. People are beginning to talk about the lockdown (currently in its fifth week) lasting for several months. The family-get-together originally due to take place on 25 April that I cancelled at the beginning of this month... I was hoping to rearrange for July or August. But one of my cousins suggests that that could be too soon. She is, she says, fairly happy being locked down and doesn't want to emerge until it's safe to do so. (The opposite of some of the good folk in the Southern states of the US, who are determined to reopen shops etc from tomorrow. God Help America!) My brother and I have decided to pencil in the family meetup for August – with October as the backup. His earlier joke about arranging it for Christmas has definitely ceased to be funny.


24 APRIL


Greece is extending its lockdown by a further week to 4 May. The government there says that “transition to the new normality" will be slow and will "unfold progressively" in May and June. This sounds like grounds for a little optimism. I wrote to Harry Mount, editor of The Oldie magazine, to warn him that the odyssey piece he had commissioned from me was likely to be coming a few months late. His understanding reply ended, typically: "I wonder what Odysseus would have done – probably stayed in the ruins of Troy!" Well, maybe that's where we all are now – in the ruins of Troy. Our "civilisation" has been brought low not by a wooden horse but by a Trojan virus.


25 APRIL


I guess we are all looking ever-increasingly into mortality... Everything in nature – the light, the trees, the flowers, the birds etc – is seen more sharply now. And with that comes the inescapable fact that the leaves "reappearing" on the trees have, in fact, never been here before. They will be here this year and then gone. Like the leaves, like the virus, every one of us is just passing through... living and dying. And that leads, for me, into the question what actually am I? And the answer to that may be: nothing... or an hallucination... The other thing clearly taught by this crisis is that we can only count on being here today... And we may only have today to answer the questions that gnaw away at us...


26 APRIL


It's being reported in Italy that a four-week period of easing of restrictions there will begin soon. More than 25,000 have been killed by the virus there; the UK is well on the way to catching up with that total – if not with definite plans of how to deal with the crisis. Greece is also looking at the possibility of opening up – and opening up to visitors from July. But there is talk of temperature checks and pre-flight blood tests; presumably, quarantines are also likely to remain part of the picture for some time. So do I continue with plans to get there in August? BA tells me it has switched my insurance-policy flight from May to August but I'm still waiting confirmation of that several days on.


27 APRIL


In a month's time restaurants, bars and cafés in Greece will start to reopen – gradually. And Italy has confirmed it has plans to ease the strict lockdown it began seven weeks ago – when I started this journal. Parks will also reopen, but Greek children will not go back to school until September.


28 APRIL


Vivid dreams seem to be a feature of lockdown. And in the past week I've had dreams about five people I know who are dead: my father (twice), my mother, two good friends and one enemy. All of the dreams and encounters were sharp and clear and mostly not at all disturbing; one in particular was joyful. What does all this mean? Perhaps nothing apart from the fact that death is increasingly on my mind.


29 APRIL


Greece has confirmed that it plans to open for (tourism) business this summer. But there will have to be social distancing and strict hygiene rules. Precautions being considered also include health "passports", and restrictions for countries with high virus infection and death rates (presumably that means the UK). This is how Odysseus must have felt – hemmed in and diverted at every turn. Am I ever going to get to Greece?


BA is making thousands of workers redundant but has still reserved a place for me on my insurance-policy flight to Athens at the end of August (with the proviso that it could be cancelled). Meanwhile many of the major airlines are starting to implement new policies that will see masks given to travellers who don't have them, a sort of social-distancing seating and, of course, lots of cleaning. Was cleaning not important anywhere before all this? We are being told that the buses and tubes are now being cleaned thoroughly. Why weren't they before? And will they continue to be cleaned properly after this crisis comes to an end? 


30 APRIL


There appear to be differences of opinion in Italy as to what is going to reopen when. The central government is about to crack down on Calabria for saying bars and restaurants with outside tables can start serving customers again – because national policy is that they shouldn't reopen until June, and then only for takeaways. It seems to be a mirror of the chaos in the US where there is a national lockdown but every state is evolving its own reopening strategy (or in some cases not really bothering with a strategy but just opening stuff up). My friend in Latina, on the Odyssean Coast, near Rome, reckons a major trauma for Italians will be returning to some sort of normality – but not being able to kiss each other.